Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Truth. Unspoken.


It is you who resides in a non-verbal world
The one that was once apart of my used-to-be, former life
The one of strife, empty promises, and sad goodbyes
I try to remain patient and humble, while you seem content having me in this limbo
Honestly, do you think it’s that simple?
Admittedly, the intimacy is remarkably amazing…
so you question then what’s missing? The fruition of something called an interpersonal relationship
Dictation: the removal of short-lived physicality
and replenished with the longevity of abundant substance... in all actuality
Nourished with time, energy, and understanding,
it then cultivates into tangible communication.
Not left to ascertain unknown obscurities
which in turn alludes to the many insecurities and theories of conspiracies.
Quite simple,
yet still, the succession requires two
Become aware that none can attain the caliber of being me
You see,
the jewel before you never settles…for less; only the best
And the rest?
Omit the lies, games, and B.S, and give me You
Full Throttle
Not the pre-existing Red Bull
Break the charade of silence, and speak volumes
ALOUD
Damn the proud, pompous, egotistical
Divulge yourself to a bonafide woman that's Sublime
She that is situated
atop a diamond mine
Having since spoken.
Word.
In my own words, infused with reigning emotion, it is now your turn to speak.
Openly Allow me to hear your voice No longer aloof, reveal to me the unspoken truth...



Copyright © 2009 Rayne

He Disclosed


That he possessed the ability to reach me
telepathically
Why me?
You were never my type
The,
stereotypical, easy on the eyes, ladies man didn’t awe me to look twice
So,
why send harmonic vibes?
My vice?
His beauty, luster, and presence was strikingly nice.
The
fleshly desire that all ladies love to admire.
Devour.
But it was he that possessed the power…to a mythical degree΅
his pedigree?
Was one that all women could agree…unanimously
It was he that we all wished, desired, and fantasized to be as WE
So tell me.
Telepathy?
Why use it one me?
I was never your “type”, initially stereotyped until you came to the realization that I was “the prototype” which compelled you to think twice
We both discovered that our initial inclinations were incorrect. Both per-fect-ly, im-per-fect
But as you stated.
"It was time,
And a Blessing
"

Far from perfection, just heed the lesson, while we keep them guessing...with mental cues
Funny thing is they have NO clue
Nor can they fathom the degree that your te-le-path-y possessed to capture me
In the eyes, is where everything lied. Hoping they aren’t mere lies I wish to never despise.
No dismal surprises or upsetting discoveries, just learn me, teach me, and continually reach me---spiritually---mentally---physically---tel-e-pathic-al-ly


Copyright © 2009 Rayne

Obscure Intent


Look into my eyes and tell me what you see:
An elated openness?
An eager yearning?
The disposition of my inward substance is learning…
to disclose the epitome of me.
Is my intent ambiguous?
Or my feelings merely obsolete?
The expression of the love I have come to know one can only wish to grow.
To evolve and revolutionize.
Or, am I setting myself up for a somber demise?
At times, I feel as though I may have stumbled upon a pleasant surprise…
While others?
I wish to hide…
enamored in full disguise.
Self exile,
wanting to exhale,
hoping that in the process,
the ex’s will somehow fail…
or better yet,
not come to pass.
For in my heart there lives this thing called love,
with intensity quite vast.
"Too fast." you reveal?
My rebuttal…
"What I feel is REAL."
Even still,
this feeling that I now know,
only resides here…
In my heart.
Yours?
Close, but even further apart...
Well at least that’s a start.
Because in order to win, it must first begin, and then…
only time, improvement, and discovery is when…
the once obscure intent can culminate into whatever is meant…
while in the process, I am emotionally spent.
My feelings have yet to relent...
or better yet, circumvent
allowing whatever is meant.
To be.
We?
Only time will tell…
And in the meanwhile,
there remains You, Me, and many possibilities...

Copyright © 2009 Rayne

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