Intimacy

You said
that
you desire to remove physicality.
Because in
all actuality you value our friendship/
and
the kinship of
how we just somehow relate.
More than just physique,
what we have is something quite unique.
#Feelingmutual
Though often times neutral,
it’s always cool though
because,
when I seeee yoooooou
the connection is an ever so present
rekindling of past moments.
We
sorta,
kinda,
but really
just
vibe.
Feelings become alive
when I’m around you.
Often inspired,
most times undesiring to hug goodbye,
because
I’m ever chasing this high.
And,
if I can just capture the moment,
I would be somewhat fine.
Well, at least until the next time.
It’s a hit,
so
stay right there;
text messaging
and,
real conversation
and,
respecting the others’ space,
#neverhatin’
Let’s just laugh again
while relatin’ on
#thatmentalhype.
You treat me like
such a lady
and
it feels so amazing.
You don’t just want my body,
tryna get me bodied;
So now, I can really feel…
deep penetration:
mental stimulation
thought formulation
provocation.
Never weird,
though
strangely odd;
more of out of the ordinary,
and,
I like the feelings I get
with each experience.
Time spent ,
yes, I’m quite confident
of this embodiment.
#pureenjoyment

You see,
truth is that
I’ve never really gotten past the moment,
because it’s hard for me to hold back and
express feeling without emotion.
So, I’ll admit it.
I like holdin hands
and cuddlin’.
Which
I know
tends to lead to more than
“just friends.”
So yes, while it is a good thing;
the building trust in
and confiding in,
being seen as more than
just the next woman.
I’m really kinda fearful.
Of…
the time we spend;
writing and,
late nights spent,
romancin’
and then others,
holding hands trying to build something;
#writersunite
Forget making plans,
I’m
holding on to what you said
because,
until then transcends now,
I suggest that we allow
this interest in
to remain interestin’
through intimance,
and going deep within;
penetrating
and
hittin ish
until we get those
juices
f
l
o
w
i
n’.
When you be flowin’ in,
and goin in,
I feel it within,
every inch of my being.
You give it just how I like it,
yea you got that bomb ish;
such an amazing lyricist…
that
#SUPERstarstatus
You be
hittin it
and comin’ in;
Make me come again.
#creativeexchanges
As I allow you to
enter in:
this intimance,
Unprotected.
This level of vulnerability
requires transparency.
And,
if you keep allowing me,
most assuredly,
then eventually,
we evidently,
create intimacy
until
the ultimate (new) release
#justflowwithme

Naked

Stripped.
Bare.
Vulnerable.
Combating this feeling of love…
A battle which derives from thoughts which she can’t quite divulge…
Because, while adamant that she has no clue of what’s in store,
what she detects is the chemistry that’s constantly evoked,
and her yielding to the intense desire of wanting more.
They’ve managed to contrive a compound deciphering a new basic element of life…
H2One of which can never be attained twice.
Although she could never suffice her value for the feelings that she feels,
fervent thoughts and emphatic emotions ignites a seething fire…
one that rages insatiably.
Her feelings are revealed through intimacy, exposing the truth of her inner being.
A vulnerable child who conceals herself.
Locked.
Guarded.
Hidden.
Away with the key, never to be found…
Out of fear.
Why then can’t she discern what’s real?
Or faux.
Maybe it’s best that she remains invisible… ghost.
Because, the cost may be too much to pay.
And If it is so, why it is that she continues to play...
with fire?
She repulses liars, empty desires, and dangerous admirers,
so, reiterate once more then, why she settles for this uncertain feeling of which disappointment is bound to transpire?

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