Intimacy

You said
that
you desire to remove physicality.
Because in
all actuality you value our friendship/
and
the kinship of
how we just somehow relate.
More than just physique,
what we have is something quite unique.
#Feelingmutual
Though often times neutral,
it’s always cool though
because,
when I seeee yoooooou
the connection is an ever so present
rekindling of past moments.
We
sorta,
kinda,
but really
just
vibe.
Feelings become alive
when I’m around you.
Often inspired,
most times undesiring to hug goodbye,
because
I’m ever chasing this high.
And,
if I can just capture the moment,
I would be somewhat fine.
Well, at least until the next time.
It’s a hit,
so
stay right there;
text messaging
and,
real conversation
and,
respecting the others’ space,
#neverhatin’
Let’s just laugh again
while relatin’ on
#thatmentalhype.
You treat me like
such a lady
and
it feels so amazing.
You don’t just want my body,
tryna get me bodied;
So now, I can really feel…
deep penetration:
mental stimulation
thought formulation
provocation.
Never weird,
though
strangely odd;
more of out of the ordinary,
and,
I like the feelings I get
with each experience.
Time spent ,
yes, I’m quite confident
of this embodiment.
#pureenjoyment

You see,
truth is that
I’ve never really gotten past the moment,
because it’s hard for me to hold back and
express feeling without emotion.
So, I’ll admit it.
I like holdin hands
and cuddlin’.
Which
I know
tends to lead to more than
“just friends.”
So yes, while it is a good thing;
the building trust in
and confiding in,
being seen as more than
just the next woman.
I’m really kinda fearful.
Of…
the time we spend;
writing and,
late nights spent,
romancin’
and then others,
holding hands trying to build something;
#writersunite
Forget making plans,
I’m
holding on to what you said
because,
until then transcends now,
I suggest that we allow
this interest in
to remain interestin’
through intimance,
and going deep within;
penetrating
and
hittin ish
until we get those
juices
f
l
o
w
i
n’.
When you be flowin’ in,
and goin in,
I feel it within,
every inch of my being.
You give it just how I like it,
yea you got that bomb ish;
such an amazing lyricist…
that
#SUPERstarstatus
You be
hittin it
and comin’ in;
Make me come again.
#creativeexchanges
As I allow you to
enter in:
this intimance,
Unprotected.
This level of vulnerability
requires transparency.
And,
if you keep allowing me,
most assuredly,
then eventually,
we evidently,
create intimacy
until
the ultimate (new) release
#justflowwithme

Your Birthday

It was your birthday

and I was the gift he presented

To you,

With you in mind,

he picked it…

the date,

place,

yes, even the time.

He loaned himself,

and

I borrowed the moment.

Cheers to yooooou,

It was me that he came to see

on

your birthday.

Your gift he desired to spend on me

willfully.

Loving on,

doting on,

devoting your time,

while

giving his attention.

He gave us both a promise:

his illusion

It was I who answered when you called,

said “Hi.”

Hello,

your rebuttal was “Why?”

Goodbye

I opted to end it…

prematurely

it pained me to digest the sound of your hurt;

the sadness,

of which I had the task of bearing witness.

And yes, I’ll even admit it:

I aided the culprit.

It was he who created this madness;

perpetual confusion.

No vested interest,

just left us with the high priced tag,

our emotions taxed,

and we had to pay.

Please forgive me Dear Birthday Girl,

let’s toast to us…

Sealed with Your Kiss,

On My Lips

Copyright © 2012 Rayne

Passionate Me

It touched me

Granting me the ability to

reach places

touch/uncommon spaces

Mentally

No,

I won’t just let it be

And

Can’t just let it be

Because

The passion is in me

Passionate me

Passionately

You see

Actually

It Burns in me

And

I can’t contain it

Neither

explain it

No, I’m not complainin’

But

You just can't understand it

This passion in me

Passionate me

Passionately

What you think, I somehow know

and

That you believe, I truly am

and

What you factualize I actualize

So,

Please

Just

Realize that

often times I try to withhold it

Thinking

they just don’t understand it

but I can’t control it

No

they won’t understand it

so practice self-control then

because they can’t understand it...

the passion in me

passionate me

passionately

So,

As you speak it, I just think it

Thinking if but a moment I

Spoke what I was thinking

I know it’ll be too much

Because I’m just too much

So, I

just

Think again.

And,

then again

At times I can no longer hold back

This

Passion in me

because

Passionate me

just

Passionately

seethes…

Copyright © 2012 Rayne